June 10, 2012 at 3:25 am #29398
I got drunk tonight – on hot sake and beer – strange combination. I have the urge to write but I do not know what to write about. I skyped with my boyfriend earlier. I miss him so much. I just want to sleep. (This happens a lot when I drink a lot)June 11, 2012 at 4:44 pm #29511
A dress made out of red wine. I want one!
http://shine.yahoo.com/fashion/dress-made-wine-181300537.htmlJune 11, 2012 at 4:48 pm #29512
the wine dress is amazing. its science-y and wine-y. and amazing.June 12, 2012 at 2:08 pm #29645
I´m not drunk yet, but I´ll go over to a friends place to drink wine very soon! Aaah so looking forward to that. Maybe we´ll go to a bar afterwards, or maybe if the weather holds up to the harbour to drink even more wine there.
And now all of you are reading this and it´s like in the middle of your workday for you. Sorry.June 13, 2012 at 9:29 pm #29905
DRunk. I’m drunk. HOme alone up in my bedroom while my parents do whatever downstairs.
Kinda tried to break up with my girlfriend four days ago. We’re bad a being broken up. And we’re like best friends.
How do you stay friends but not be girlfriends anymore?? you know?? It’s hard. She’s in love with me and I’m not…after 7 months together we’re at the quit or commit stage. And I”ve been over our sexy-time-relations with her for quite sometime now. But we’re nerd-hearts in heaven together
Idk how to be her friend anymore. We’re so perfect together, but at 22 I’m way too young to commit to anyone. I wish we’d met when we were 30. I’m not ready to settle down with her, even though I know we’d be perfect together. Plus, she’s too needy, like all the damn time. Figure your shit out!!! I can’t do everything for her!! Goddamn.
Sorry for the drunk rant. I don’t know where else to put it and I Don’t have anyone to talk to about it. She’s the longest relationship I’ve ever had. I just want to hook up with someone and have fun, you know? I’m not ready for seriousness yet. I feel like such a jerk…I know I’m sending her mixed signals…but like I want to be her friend and be there for her like a friend…but I can’t now because everything is different. Ugggggg I’m drunk and a jerk. I’m adrunk jerk. i don’t know how to handle this situation.June 13, 2012 at 9:48 pm #29908
Break up with her. Do it. You´re not feeling it anymore. And yeah, that´s really sad, but don´t string her along. If you´re lucky, you´ll be able to at least get a friendship (after some time).
Btw, that´s why feelings really suck.
(Rum and Coke count: 6)June 13, 2012 at 10:12 pm #29909
@ Thunder Power: You are not in love with her anymore, break up and don’t string her along. Break off contact with her, and give her time to get over you. The worst thing you could do to her is to try and stay friends while she is trying to get over you. Find some one else you can be best friends with.
She might never want to be friends with you ever again, but that’s life.
somewhat related story: This guy and this girl went out for some months. He was completely in love with her, she wasn’t. She broke up with him but wanted to immediately be friends, and have everything be like it was before they dated. So, the guy (who frankly needs to grow a pair and get over her) was strung along by her and he never actually got over her. She loves the attention he gives her but doesn’t want to be more than friends, and instead of minimizing contact with him she just doesn’t, and he is too uh silly to realize that nothing will ever happen between them and that he needs to move along and find someone that will actually love him back. (She totally knows that he is still not over her btw)June 13, 2012 at 10:46 pm #29916
@everybody: 3 glasses of wine + no sleep + stress out the wazoo + an uncomfortable moment where I told the office lady for my parking garage that she is a colossal moron and is stupid (yes, moron *and* stupid) + now I’m banned from parking my car in the garage (which sucks b/c it is a pain in the ass to street park in my stupid neighborhood) = drunk. Just got back from dinner with friends and I’m dddrunk, off just 3 glasses. I blame a combination of the stuff I’m going through that I listed above.
@thunder: you’re not a drunk jerk, you’re a “drerk”!June 13, 2012 at 10:56 pm #29918
lol thanks Addie. I’m a drerk. Caris and Cara are right. I need to grow a pair and lose the hero-complex. Break-ups suck, no two ways about it.
We sorta broke up this weekend, but we moved instead in this awkward phase. She’s currently “homeless”, sleeping on another friend’s sofa while she’s trying to get into an apartment (the straw that broke the camel’s fucking back. The stress her moving situation for the past 2 months is/was totally unbearable for me and her attitude towards it all. dammit.) But she still needs help doing that shit.
Does not help at all that we have so many mutual friends. With lesbians it’s a lot harder to disentangle yourself from relationships. Until her I purposefully dated people way outside of my social circle just for this purpose.
Sorry about that mean lady, Addie.June 13, 2012 at 10:59 pm #29920
Dang Addie, what’d she do? I admire your balls to tell people what you think of them. Even if it ends badly for you. Even if you were drunk.June 14, 2012 at 12:14 am #29923
It’s my birthday!! So I think weekday drunk is appropriate. I still have to go to work tomorrow, which is sad. But I took a long lunch today with a glass of wine, then left work a little early for a pedicure before meeting up with a girlfriend for a pre-dinner (free! thanks mr. bartender!) cocktail. Dinner with two girlfriends and my sister, and 2 more bottles of wine between 3 of us. One of my friends bought me settlers of catan as requested, although she said she was very embarrassed for me. haha. Now I’m watching so you think you can dance and drinking water. Excellent twenty-mumble birthdayJune 14, 2012 at 1:11 am #29926
Happy Birthday Roxy! And weekday drunk is almost always appropriate IMO. I would toast your birthday with you if I were at home with my wine, but unfortunately I’m stuck at work all night sober
Tomorrow my weekend shall begin!June 14, 2012 at 1:17 am #29928
Drinking my merlot in your honor, Roxy! It’s summer, so I’m drinking on weekdays because I can!June 14, 2012 at 6:59 am #29934
Happy late birthday, Roxy! Oh, I usually *don’t* tell people what I think of them – this was out of character for me. But I was edgy and she was giving me shit about nothing. It was just a bunch of little things …. My mom thinks I should go back and apologize, but no fucking way – the woman *is* a moron. I don’t know what I’m going to do with my car for the next 2.5 months while I’m in this apartment. Sigh.June 14, 2012 at 8:42 am #29944
happy birthday, Roxy. Addie, I’m sorry for your parking spot loss.
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