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He says he is dissatisfied with me because I can’t arouse him even though he has a clear health problem and has been diagnosed with medical ED by a urologist. Even Cialis and Viagra haven’t helped him function normally. I’m now 38 and he is 41. I would like to get married and have a biological child, but given his ED and stubborn insistence on wild sex, I think I need to look for someone else. I mean, is the writing on the wall? Should I cut my losses now and look for a marriage-minded man who doesn’t use sex as the sole barometer in a relationship? — Fed Up with Flaccid
It seems like by any barometer, your boyfriend isn’t marriage material. And while sex should never be the sole barometer for a relationship you hope is headed toward marriage, the fact that it’s unsatisfying and dysfunctional for you both should be your cue to run.
Why is this happening? I don’t know what to do. Do you have any advice? — Not Feeling It
Your letter made me think of this post from – omg – a decade ago. Kisses can change the dynamic of a potential relationship, for better or worse. While you and this guy seem to share great chemistry in a platonic way, it sounds like the physical chemistry just isn’t there. If cuddling, kissing, and sex all leave you feeling uncomfortable and unsatisfied, I’d kiss the idea of a romantic relationship good-bye and decide whether you’d like to try to keep this guy as a friend instead.
Come January, I see an invite to a sex chat room. Husband says he has no idea why he’s getting that. I didn’t question it because that’s happened to me with other texts too. Out of the blue five weeks ago, my husband started picking fights with me, which is unusual because we hardly ever fight. I have never done this before, but I looked on his phone. I found two calculators, a vault app, a recently-downloaded VPN app, and three dick pics he had deleted. Omg!! I confronted him, and again he said he didn’t know what VPN App was talking about and that he was going to send the dick pics to me but changed his mind!! When? After our 4th blowout? How romantic.
It been a few days and we have not spoken. I think he feels if he keeps denying, I’ll give up and let it go. But I asked for a divorce today. His response? “Ok, but you have no proof I’ve done anything.” No “Let me prove to you that I love you,” no tears from him. I can’t get past not just Tinder but that he may be Bi… I’m not willing to live with that. I’m scared that I’m not doing the right thing. What if I find out he was telling me the truth and he didn’t do anything? Before this we had a great life and marriage together. Am I doing the right to thing? — Devastated in New York
I’d say that a good barometer for whether or not getting a divorce is the right move is when you ask your spouse for a divorce and he says, “Ok.” Add in blatant lies, betrayals, potential cheating (or at least the pursuit of it), gaslighting, and nonstop fighting, and the only thing you should be debating right now is where to get a full panel of STI tests. I’m so sorry for the loss of your father, the near loss of your mom, and now the likely ending of your marriage; I hope that you will seek out the guidance of a good therapist if you haven’t yet.
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FYI April 5, 2021, 8:59 am
LW3 — Hurry, NOW, to secure a lawyer and all financial documents. Do a 15-minute consult with all the best lawyers in your town, which should block your husband from procuring their services.
Ask the lawyers exactly what steps to take regarding all financial accounts. Stop thinking of your husband as your friend. Work in stealth mode. Do not tell your husband you are taking action.
It’s imperative that you protect yourself, because he has been lying for a while now. Your security is at risk, so do not waste precious time and energy wondering what’s going on, falling apart, being in a fog, etc. You can be hurt later. Make sure you talk to **real** friends who can keep a confidence.
And get an STD test.
Guy Friday April 5, 2021, 9:32 am
I’m not criticizing the response to LW3, but the only thing I’d add is this: You say “I can’t get past not just Tinder but that he may be Bi… I’m not willing to live with that.” I’m not suggesting you should stay in any relationship that you are fundamentally unhappy in, but I’d caution you — hard as it may be because it’s discovered all at once — to distinguish in your mind the infidelity you believe your husband has committed and the revelation that he may be bisexual. They both may well be reasons to exit your marriage, but only one of them is worthy of scorn or disdain, you know?
Kate B. April 5, 2021, 4:59 pm
First, that picture paired with the heading made me laugh.
LW1: It’s not your responsibility to manage his ED. Why do want to marry a man who a) blames his ED on you; and b) says the only reason he proposed to his previous wife is because “she started putting out on the regular”? Do you think he will treat you any better? Get out now before you are tied to him by kids.
LW3: Dude was on Tinder and Grindr. He did something, or is trying to. He’s picking fights with you hoping you’ll dump him so he can tell everybody the divorce was your fault. Consult a lawyer and end this marriage on your terms.
LisforLeslie April 6, 2021, 5:37 am
+1000 – he’s trying to make you the bad guy “She just left” when he knows he’s the reason your marriage is failing. It’s failing because he’s cheating on you. You know it. He knows you know it. Now he has no choice but to make you so miserable that you leave.
If you want to keep your shared friends, tell your narrative quietly and factually, you found he had downloaded Grindr and Tinder. You found messages. You can’t live with the lies anymore.
Hazel April 5, 2021, 5:17 pm
LW1 he sounds bullying and really; just leave. Nobody should be pressuring anyone to do sex stuff they don’t enjoy. It has nothing to do with him being Bi, though, I know quite a few Bi people and they are all without exception honest and faithful partners, (one has an open relationship but it’s all above board and with consent) your partner has lots and lots of problems but it isn’t that which makes him be such a wretch.
allathian April 6, 2021, 12:31 am
Yeah, it’s not the fact that he’s probably bi that is the problem, it’s the betrayal. To be fair, I wouldn’t want to be with a man who’s also sexually interested in men, it’s a deal breaker for me personally. But if I found out about his sexuality months or years into the relationship, I’d feel more betrayed by the fact that he hid it from me than the fact that he’s also into men. I’m also not interested in being a part of anyone’s journey into self-discovery.
Consult a lawyer and get a divorce on your terms, LW.
Bittergaymark April 6, 2021, 8:59 am
LW1) Your boyfriend sounds like a real mess — ar best. A real closet case — at worst. MOA!
LW2) Sadly, I think you and this guy are simply NOT a match. Chemistry is key. Don’t try to force a relationship without it.
LW3). The dick pics are pretty inciminating. But the bisexuality concerns may be baseless. Are you absolutely 100% sure none of your teenagers downloaded grindr using their fathers itunes account? Whose phone was grindr on…?
Betty April 6, 2021, 11:33 pm
LW1: when someone tells you who they are believe them. Please believe that your boyfriend is not a nice person, then run and know you dodged a bullet. You can do better.
LW2: The reason kissing is so important is that it tells you if chemistry is there. If it isn’t, that sucks, but you should move on. You can get that stuff in a romantic relationship, too, and enjoy kissing.
LW3: WWS. “Okay” was not the response of someone who wants to be married to you. Go.find someone who loves you. I promise that you are loveable.
Nb January 20, 2023, 11:12 am
Hi, need advice.. no judgement please!
Im in a near 13yr relationship.. married 5this year.. my husband and i had a glitch during xovid and i thought working from home was affecting him preforming during sex and mentally.. well!
He told me he had ED which explains why when i initiate sex he doesnt want too and it always felt to me one sided and i had too when he wanted too, still feel like that too this day.. its been tough.
He told me he has been doing this our whole relationship and i feel like its been based on lies.
He still uses this now to this day but ive tried to be supportive in many ways as a wife can me, both romantically and gesturing and even putting aside the fact he has taken tablets everytime we have had sex has seriously affected my own confidence. Im told how he fancies me much and then he says when it affects our sex time that he never thought he would ever have someone like me or get married or have kids. I feel emotionally drained, sexually deprived and unwanting to even kiss or have sex anymore but we get on like best friends do.
So im in a 2/2 situation do i break up our life because it is affecting us sexually and romantically or do i stay and pretend to be happy in that department and not be fulfilled to make him feel worthy. Or do i offer an open relationship and be the worst in the world cos he wont wNt anybody else touch his wife or do i have an affair and selfishly get wat i need too.. he cant even keep it up when he is aroused anymore.. never finish never satisfied.. im stuck