“My Childhood Friend Won’t Leave Me Alone!”

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I am in my early thirties, married, and a new mother of one. A couple years ago, a few close friends and I started playing tennis one evening a week. We all loved it and it gave us a chance to catch up between busy schedules, work, etc. When I found out I was pregnant, I chose to quit tennis and my friends all kind of stopped as well. Recently I asked if they wanted to pick up where we left off and they did.

My friend Melissa got word of this, which has been causing me stress. She and I grew up together and were best friends in high school. We partied hard. Then, in our early twenties we kind of grew apart but kept in touch. She was even my maid of honor. But for the past few years I have been getting slowly annoyed by how much she lives in the past. She keeps making the same jokes, telling the same stories (more dramatic and overly-fabricated each time) as when we were teens and has this constant craving for attention. And every time I do or like something, she copies it and is like “OMG, we’re so the same!” We are so not the same though (For one thing, she quits everything she starts. Plus, she dropped out of college and married a simple-minded, right-wing guy…).

Anyway, she heard my friends and I took up tennis again and she kind of invited herself to tag along a few weeks ago, because she wants to play tennis too all of a sudden. It’s been a real bummer. She keeps clinging on to me and interrupting my friends’ conversations because she doesn’t know what/who we’re talking about (our lives). She keeps making jokes no one laughs about. She even texts us when she’s early because she doesn’t want to enter the sports club alone! She tries so hard to fit in, but it’s just not happening. To be honest, I don’t even want it to happen. Because they’re MY friends. We’ve got a good thing going without her!

I don’t think my other friends really have a problem with it (they do feel sorry for her), but I am so out-of-my-mind annoyed. Playing tennis with my friends is my moment to work away the stress of the week, not to add more to the pile. I want to have real conversations with my friends again. I don’t want Melissa to ruin this. Sometimes I feel like she thinks we’re a team, the two of us. We’re so not!

So what should I do? I feel awful about feeling so hateful towards her, but I just cannot help it. I can’t even look her in the eye anymore and I don’t want to share anything with her. I’ve been hoping she would quit the sport, but she just loves it.

I’m going to hell, aren’t I? Any advice would be greatly appreciated! — Zero Love

Well…do you want to be friends with her at all anymore? It doesn’t sound like you do, which is fine, and if that’s the case, then this is as easy (well, “easy”) as breaking up with your friend. It will be uncomfortable to hurt her and you’ll feel guilty, but you’ll basically be free of her forever. You can break up with her essentially by telling her you’d rather she not play tennis with you anymore — that you enjoyed the dynamic of the group as it was and that the number of players was perfect and that having an additional person — even someone you’ve known for a long time — throws all of that off. I’m pretty sure she won’t want to be your friend anymore after that. So if you’re looking for an excuse to get rid of her, there you go.

If, however, you prefer keeping her as a friend but at a much, much longer arm’s length, it will be a little trickier. You can’t ask her not to play tennis with you anymore because that will hurt her enough that she won’t want to be friends with you (and, again, maybe that’s what you want…). What you can do is stop playing tennis yourself. If this is a woman who can’t go into a sports club alone, she probably isn’t going to continue playing tennis with your friends without your being around. Or, maybe she will, but you won’t be involved anymore to be annoyed by her. Still, it’s worth a shot. Find an excuse — like the holidays or a work project or an illness or a vacation or a combination of all of the above — that will keep you from playing tennis with your friends for a couple months. Once the habit of meeting together every week is broken, your friend, who quits everything she starts anyway, will have moved on. Or, at least, that’s the hope, anyway. And once she’s moved on, you can start playing tennis with your friends again.

If that doesn’t work, you could try telling your friend that you don’t feel like you get good one-on-one time with her when she plays tennis with you and you’d rather get lunch together or get coffee or go for a walk. This may backfire though because she may want to do those things in addition to playing tennis with you and your friends, and spending even more time with her might be the last thing you want. Which brings me back to my original question: Do you even desire her in your life at all anymore? And, if so, why? Out of a sense of obligation? A connection to the past? A feeling of nostalgia? Guilt? None of those is a good reason to remain friends with someone you don’t like or enjoy.

Your life now has such small pockets of free time — much, much smaller pockets than when you were in high school and first befriended Melissa. As a working mother and wife myself, I know how precious your time is. You want to protect it. You want to be a little selfish with it. Because after you give your time to work and mothering and being a good wife and taking care of the home and meeting various family and social obligations, there’s just a teeny sliver of free time left for you. I get it. So you have to be really picky about whom you share that little bit of time with. You need for that time to be rejuvenating and uplifting so that you’re recharged for all the work and energy the rest of your life demands of you (because even if that work is often fulfilling, it’s still exhausting). This is the time in life to weed out the people who either don’t fill your current needs or whom you don’t imagine filling your long-term needs either. It’s one thing if Melissa doesn’t fit into your life now, but if she’s someone you don’t imagine wanting in your life a decade from now either, then she’s not worth the effort to maintain ties with.

It can feel very callous to let go of a friend. But… it’s not that different from ending a romantic relationship that no longer works for you. You end a romantic relationship to free yourself from any tension or discomfort the relationship creates as well as to make yourself available for a better match or to fill your time with activities and hobbies and people who bring more joy and fulfillment to your life. And that’s essentially what you’d be doing by leaving a dead-end friendship, too. You just have to decide if you’re ready for that step. Do you see a future together? Do you want her in your life in ten or fifteen years? If so, are you willing to deal with her presence in the short-term? Is having her in your life now, even crashing your tennis club, worth the potential of being life-long friends with her? If not, then a friendship breakup is probably the best answer.

Readers, have you ever been in this position? Have you dumped a friend? Or been dumped? How did you handle it?


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  1. I dumped a friend. We-e-ll, I took the route I shouldn’t have as an adult and ghosted her, but I found it to be necessary for my mental health. And I I felt SOO much better after I did it.

    This friend was always a little needy, but somehow I was able to handle it. Maybe she had other outlets she dumped that need on more. Over the years though, there started being less friendship and more need, and I got to the point that I cringed and got anxious and stressed every time she emailed, called, or texted. (and she was one of those that would reach out over and over and over and over again if you didn’t reply within what SHE thought was a normal response time.) Most of her calls were because she needed a favor or needed some emotional support on the same topic I’d given her support on about 50 million times before. Rarely did she just want to catch up.

    I talked about it with other friends, agonized over how much the “friendship” was stressing me out, got guilted by the whole “you’ve been friends for so long!” shtick. When the thought occurred to me that I didn’t have to actually be friends with her anymore, it was astonishing and magical. Astonishing in that I never thought I had an out, magical in that I instantly felt the load lift from my shoulders.

    I deliberately chose to fade instead of talk to her about it because she was one who NEEDED to talk over every little thing ad nauseam , and I was completely done with what she needed. While I know that ghosting is not the right thing to do, it felt right for me, and I don’t regret it at all.

    As I said, I felt instantly better. It was amazing how much stress that friendship placed on me. In the weeks after I made my decision, some of the friends that I had vented to, who had listened but didn’t fully comprehend, starting bearing more of the brunt of her neediness since I no longer made myself available. It was sweet justification to have them come back to me with, “Oh my GOD, I get it now! WTF?”

    1. I swear I put paragraphs in that thing. Is there some magical character I have to type to force the line spacing to appear?

      1. Avatar photo Dear Wendy says:

        Place a period between your paragraphs and that’ll do the trick.

      2. Want to lose that friend that just rubs you the wrong way? Ask them if they would like to join you in selling, Avon, Mary Kay, or Tupperware. Tired of the “friend” that shows up every day around dinner time? Get some old dishes, for instance, the goodwill.
        When you’re all finished up with your meal, put the plates down for Fido to lick clean, they won’t be back,

    2. Oof your friend sounds like mine that I mention below. SO needy. Called or texted over and over even when she didn’t get a response. Couldn’t let go of anything. It was exhausting. I ghosted too and I felt so much better after I did, because I too would get so stressed and anxious every time I had to hang out with her.

    3. I could have written that word for word. I ghosted too, only because if my friend was still rehashing drama school incidents from 10 years ago at length at 11pm on a work night there was no way I was getting out of a break up alive.

  2. Avatar photo Skyblossom says:

    “she kind of invited herself to tag along a few weeks ago”

    You must have kind of agreed that she could tag along. In the future, don’t allow someone to invite them self along if you don’t want them there. You cut off a bigger problem by dealing with it in the moment. You could have told her that you would have to check with the group first because everyone has known each other for a while or you could have told her you had just the right number of people for tennis and one more wouldn’t work well. You could have told her it was a friends group and it was important to the group that you not add another person. You needed to establish a boundary to protect what was important. Since you didn’t do that at that moment you let the situation grow into a bigger problem. I know that doesn’t help in this moment but let this moment be a lesson learned so that you don’t repeat some version of this in the future with some other unwanted person. This is a life skill.

  3. Ooh goodness yes. I had a friend that I was never very close to, but she seemed to think think we were closer than we were. But it just wasn’t working for me. I didn’t really have that much fun hanging out with her, she was rude to my actual friends a few times, she would invite herself to stay over my apartment for various reasons. Ugh. So I stated ghosting her. I’d only answer her texts 30% of the time, and when I did answer I would always be busy. Then I stopped responding altogether. She made it so awkward though because she didn’t get the hint. She continued texting me, and then turned to calling and leaving voicemails, and even sending emails. It probably took 6-8 months for her to stop contacting me. And she still invites me to parties, even now.

    Breaking up with a friend is hard. I probably should have just put on my big girl panties and told her I didn’t want to hang out anymore. But we weren’t that close to begin with! It wasn’t like this was my bff of ten years. I felt ghosting was the appropriate level of response to our level of friendship. And once she kept contacting me I really didn’t want to talk to her at all.

    LW, as far as breaking up with your friend, I get it. I really do. I don’t think you’re being mean here. As Wendy said, you just want to hang out with people who bring you joy. That’s healthy. I agree with Wendy though that you need to figure out if you want to be friends with Melissa at all going forward. It doesn’t sound like you do. And if that’s the case you need to treat it like breaking up with a bad bf. Take her to coffee. Sit her down. Explain that you used to be close, and you treasure the memories you have together, but you feel as if your lives are diverging and you don’t feel you have as much in common anymore. You could also say you appreciate her making time to spend with you by playing tennis with your friends, but you don’t feel it’s working, so she doesn’t feel as if she needs to keep coming. Hopefully she’ll get the hint. You know her better than we whether this is something she’ll get and realize you want her to stop coming. If not, you’ll just need to be direct and use what Wendy suggested.

  4. I experienced something similar once and didn’t really find a good solution for it. It was more complicated because we had some mutual friends, so she was part of the package with that particular group of friends. She also invited herself along to activities I was planning with others, it was annoying. Ultimately that friend group dispersed (we had all met when we were exchange students), otherwise I probably would have been stuck with her or would have had to give up the other friendships as well.

    Since it sounds like you won’t risk alienating your friends over it you could use the nuclear option and just tell her you’ve decided you don’t want to be friends anymore. I think it’s justified, particularly since she never asked for permission to join in the first place, but it will still likely come across like an asshole move. Before you do this, consider if there could be any fallout: Are there any people you care about that she could turn against you? Is she the type that would flip out?

    If you think being direct would just create drama, I like Wendy’s second option of temporarily not playing any tennis. It’s pretty smart I think. If you start again after a few months you can just not let her know, and if she finds out you can find an excuse, like that the number of players has changed or whatever.

  5. I have dumped two friends. One was a friend of long standing, 30+ years. The other was a friend of ten years. In the first case, it was an easy decision: this woman was needy and entitled. She played the martyr whenever she was called out. She told lies to me and about me to other people. Among other things, she demanded that I drop everything and drive her around whenever she wanted (she didn’t drive by choice). And, she thought nothing of “lending” me out to other people who couldn’t drive, without asking me. So, I cut her off. And I’m still the bad guy.
    The second friend was a little tougher. I felt we’d been drifting apart for a while. Spending time with her became a chore. It’s a bad sign when your mind wanders towards others things you could be doing when you’re with someone. Then, she did something that I had trouble with morally. I decided I just didn’t want to be friends with her anymore. I thought I owed her an explanation for my distant behavior, and so I sent her an email explaining my position and inviting her to talk. She took a week to get back to me, which only confirmed the feelings I was having that our friendship did not matter that much to her. When we finally did talk, not much was said. A friendship of ten years ended in ten minutes. But I knew that when I sent the email. You can’t ask someone to change a fundamental part of their personality. They are who they are. Your job is to decide whether you can live with them as they are. I decided I couldn’t.

  6. LW you sound like a horrible person….one of those people who is totally cliquey and looks down their nose at other people….do the poor girl a favour and just tell her you don’t want to hang out any more…..but if your friends still want to hang out with her they should be allowed….i’m just picturing the adult version of mean girls

    1. Agreed! I really lost sympathy with the LW when she referred to the woman’s husband as “simple minded.” What a snob!

    2. Avatar photo Raccoon eyes says:

      This occurred to me too. Looking down your nose at someone because they dropped out of college and married a simple-minded…what the what? I cant even go back and look at what she said bc I think it is pretty offensive and an unnecessary detail to the narrative.
      I think in this situation, with how ticked off LW is, that ghosting might be easiest and in the long-term, most effective. But seriously, why not give her a bit of a heads up first? Sit down with her over coffee and just tell her the basics here- not that she has become She-Who-Annoys-You-By-Her-Very-Existence, but that her clinginess at tennis has put you off. THat her terruption of every story is excessive, and if she would just listen, she would probably understand the story and the ppl in it better. And dont get caught up in a play-by-play of every interaction she has had with the tennis group. Just tell her you needed to say that. and that honestly her antics have made tennis less relaxing for you. So if she could please pay a bit more attenition to that stuff, you would really appreciate it. And end that convo, move on to another topic. If she is incapable of doing as you ask for say, 2 weeks or something, then phase her out of tennis however you can.
      I agree though- no need for Mean Girl antics. She is obviously kinda lonely and a bit socially awkward. Dont cut her out for that, cut her out if she refuses to take some constructive criticism to heart.

      1. The thing is, LW should not be friends with someone she does not even like. Everyone gets to decide who they want in their lives. I agree that LW wasn’t nice in her description of this woman, but that’s because she simply doesn’t like her. So the answer is not being friends with her.

      2. Anonymous says:

        Totally agree with this. This is the same kind of thing that women are told to do with men… oh he’s nice, just get to know him, just talk to him maybe you can change the behaviour you don’t like… no. If you don’t gel with someone, you just don’t. There’s no need to bend over backwards to keep a friendship you don’t even want.

    3. While I agree that some of her terms are over the top and she may look down on her, I think it’s also easy to become extremely annoyed by everything someone does when you’re not in to the friendship/relationship anymore.

      You don’t have to remain close friends with everyone you’ve ever been friends with. People grow, change and drift apart. Forcing yourself to remain friends with people you no longer get along with just isn’t worth it. And not worth it for the other person either.

    4. I agree that the letter writer comes across poorly. She takes no responsibility for the situation at all. Learning to assert boundaries is uncomfortable, but if the letter writer only wanted to play tennis with her new friends, she should have been willing to level with her friend by letting her know that she preferred to keep her social circles separate. Sure this might have caused some momentary tension and discomfort. Still it’s better to open yourself up to others unflattering opinions than to keep up appearances while secretly indulging anger and pettiness because you chose not to assert yourself..

      Friends outgrow each other. But it does sound (at least to me) that the letter writer looks down on this lady. She sounds like she hates that this “friend” sees herself as an equal to the letter writer. I can’t tell if this bitterness is because the letter writer is frustrated with her own inability to say “no”, or because she is pissy that the “friend” dares to consider herself comparable. But I wouldn’t want to sit with those ugly thoughts about my former Maid of Honor.

      I think it’s time to woman up and be more honest. Let this “friend” have the opportunity to find genuine friendship with others who will be happy to have it. I see no point in continuing to fake feelings that just aren’t there.

      1. Perfect advice!

  7. LisforLeslie says:

    Faded out from friends and been ghosted by friends. It happens, don’t feel guilty. Some other things to consider – if you are going to ghost her, be prepared for her to physically show up without an invite. So you and your friends might want to keep things off of facebook and other social media. Especially if you’re planning to drop tennis for a month or two – don’t put that back out on the internet because she will expect and invite/invite herself.

    Although your new friends are not really friends with this person, consider how your behavior sends a message. Being up front and honest in your dealings with this person will show your new friends the person you are; ghosting her and talking behind her back does the same thing.

  8. I think you should show some compassion for this woman, whom you were recently close enough that she was your MOH, a significant commitment on her part.

    You seem to be embarrassed that this friend/former friend is seen by your current friend group. She dropped out of college and married a guy you see as a simple-minded right winger. She starts and stops projects. You think her life is a mess. Doubtless she agrees with you on that. She seems to need the weekly tennis time even more than you do and your new friends seem to accept her or at least haven’t complained about her presence.

    It is natural that her initial entry into a new group was a bit awkward, but she will gradually come to understand the other events and people that you talk about. You say she dwells in the past. Likely that was a brighter time for her, it’s also her connection to you. Are you sure that your problem isn’t just that in talking about her past, she also talks about your past and says things you don’t want your new friends to know about you? Have you more or less left your past behind and reinvented yourself?

  9. I’ve had to dump a friend for my own sanity and went with telling her a version of the truth: I’m busy. “I can’t spend time on chat because I’m busy right now.” “I’m sorry I couldn’t call you back, things are very busy.” It was true, and it didn’t force us to have a big blow-up fight (we had mutual friends, and she was very needy and entitled and would have bad-mouthed me to everyone). It worked, I’m happier, and I’ve been able to remain an acquaintance with her and keep things cordial.
    LW, you are also busy. You’re a new mom! You have a job! You’re married! Busy! Nip the tennis thing in the bud and then don’t make more plans. Be polite but firm. You’re totally within your rights to draw boundaries and redefine friendships, and end ones that aren’t working anymore.

  10. Sue Jones says:

    I had a friend of almost 30 years who I have slowly ghosted on. We were best friends in our 20’s and 30’s when we were single and during my more wild years. She has a history of making morally questionable choices such as not handling her finances well, accruing debt, declaring bankruptcy every 10 years , getting involved with married men, cheating on her current men, visiting psychics instead of therapists when life was challenging, dropping out of college, etc. I always chalked it up to the rough childhood she had and I was cast in the role of teaching her to live better and make better financial choices. She was married for 12 years but he left her due to all the craziness. She is in her late 50’s now and is still looking for the perfect man to complete her. She moved away over a decade ago but we still kept in touch and spoke on the phone. That has devolved to texting occasionally. I really love her and do miss her, but her choices in life are so divergent from mine that creating lots of space is the best option.

  11. Hello, I am the letter writer. I’d like to thank everyone commenting here, from those sharing their own experiences, to those calling me a horrible person.
    Make no mistake, I feel like a horrible person. This was a woman I used to be so close with, and now I don’t even want to pick up the phone when she calls. And I do feel for her. I’m really surprised at my own reaction here. But it’s there, the ugliness.
    I’m not embarrassed when she tells stories of the past. My other friends know these stories. It’s just that she tells them wrong. I’m not talking about who’s right or wrong in these stories – it’s that she mixes up herself with me and that’s insane.
    I call her husband simple minded because he is a racist.
    You’re right, it is my own fault that she’s playing sports with us. I should have said no. But at the time she asked I wasn’t really that annoyed by her yet. But I guess I should’ve known. It’s now that I see her every week, that I’m going crazy. And also I thought she would quit pretty soon. Because she always does.
    Finally, my description of her is the way it is, because I’m hating on her right now. I don’t look down on anyone (except racists) and I don’t care if someone drops out of college.

  12. Ele4phant says:

    Look you don’t have to remain friends with anyone you don’t want to, and ending your friendship with her doesn’t make you a bad person.

    Still before you cut ties, I encourage you to think about the situation compassionately. She sounds like a lonely insecure woman who may be unhappy in her life. It sounds like your tennis get togethers are a refuge for her, and you may be her only friend. Is it *really* that bad to have her tag along? I mean it’s not like it’s one on one time with her. Maybe play singles and have her pair off with another friend so you can block her out. Maybe make tennis an every other week and have lunch with your friends on the off weeks without her?

    Again, if you can’t handle her anymore, I think you can end your friendship with her with no guilt. But I’d still ask yourself if it’s really that bad – if it’s not it might be good karma to give her occasional social interactions.

  13. I blame you. If she isn’t friends with anyone else in the tennis group then how did she find out about tennis – if not from you? You want tennis time back then do as Wendy says and suspend it over Christmas and don’t invite her when it starts up…and don’t post it, IG or whatever people do to their lives these days so that the world has to know what you ate for breakfast.
    Your contempt for her is clear though. So end it. How horrible for her that she thinks so well of you and you think so little of her. I’ve walked away from several friendships in my life. There is no way to end it so you are the good guy. But if you actually want to end it – you truly don’t care.

  14. for_cutie says:

    Per some of the advice, I don’t think ghosting is the answer. She is needy and will continue to reach out until she gets a response. You need to talk to her and tell her you need a “friend break.” Un-invite her to tennis. It will be ugly, but it sounds like your feelings for her now are also ugly.
    I’ve gotten that way with people – I cannot stand being around them because of all of the little emotional injuries they’ve inflicted, mostly unknowingly. Over time anything they do gets to you, because you cannot get past your perceptions of them.
    Be the bigger person and address it directly. Also, you should give a heads up to your tennis friends so they know if she’s suddenly not coming – or comes to make a scene. Do be aware, that your preferred tennis friends might see you differently after they experience how you treat a life-long friend who really hasn’t done anything wrong.

  15. letter writer, I have been in your shoes. I had a friend who kept clinging to the past because we had nothing in common in the present. There is only so much high school reminiscing one can handle on a weekly basis. Still, you are responsible for continuing relationships that make you feel horrible about yourself. Nobody else can direct your ship.

    It’s not wrong to want to end a friendship. Nor is it wrong to be friendly and inclusive out of a sense of charity for someone. Where it gets messy is when you take a formally close friendship and pretend it hasn’t changed out of a sense of obligation to be charitable. That’s when the giver starts feeling resentful and guilty and the benefiter stops having the opportunity to grow and find better suited, authentic relationships.

    There is no easy way to tell someone you don’t enjoy them as much as they enjoy you. This is why many people just put up some distance/boundaries in how often they choose to socialize with others they feel a dampened connection towards. But this sounds like you really need your time with your tennis friends. I would apologize to your old friend and tell her you made a terrible miscalculation. Tell her it is too difficult for you to get enough interaction with your tennis friends with her tagging along. It pulls your attention away from your present friendship with these other ladies. Ask her to make her own independent plans for playing tennis.

    It is likely her feelings will be hurt and she may not choose to continue the friendship. Or she may distance herself to a casual level that is more comfortable for you both. It will be sad but it won’t kill her to make some new friends.
    P.S. If you don’t want people to see you in a negative light, I encourage you to avoid taking a voice of contempt towards simple-minded people. I can understand judging racism, but (even implied) intellectual superiority often invites heavy scrutiny.

    1. Thank you keyblade. In my native language, the word ‘simple’ doesn’t have such a strong negative meaning. So I didn’t realise that the word ‘simple minded’ was so offensive. Maybe ‘closed minded’ would have been a better fit…

      1. allathian says:

        Simple or simple minded implies an intellectual disability of some sort.

        You describe your friend’s husband as a right-wing racist, so I guess closed minded would work better here.

        For the record, I’d also start reconsidering my friendships, if any of my friends chose to marry a right-wing racist.

  16. I only really dumped a friend once (a few times more recently I’ve just quietly let a friendship go; I’m not sure the other people have ever actually noticed).
    For several years this former friend (whom I’ll refer to as FF) and I were very close; then we began to grow apart (mostly when I moved out of state). After awhile I noticed that she had stopped taking any kind of initiative in keeping in touch – no phone calls, e-mails, nothing. When I briefly moved back to her area, we resumed the friendship somewhat; at one point, she asked me to stay with her for a few days during a winter storm – because of a mobility disability, she couldn’t drive, and asked if I would help with some local errands. I was happy to do this and to spend some time with her.
    Around this time I met my now-husband, who lived (well, still does) in the Intermountain West. FF got very odd about our (the fella’s and my) relationship. She kept saying things like, what if it doesn’t work out? What if you have to move? Well, what if it didn’t? I had a college degree and marketable skills (I’m a teacher), so I had faith in my ability to financially support myself regardless of where I live. FF had a rather sad history of looking at all the ways her own romantic relationships could fail, so tended to peremptorily (if you will) ruin relationships before they went on to long – pick fights, freeze them out, etc.
    FF eventually met The Fella, whom she said she liked. The Fella and I got engaged; I moved out to the Intermountain West; I sent out Save the Date magnets; I sent out invitations to the wedding, which was going to be held close to where my parents – and this FF – live.
    FF never responded to the wedding invitation, so I e-mailed her to see if she’d gotten it. Her response is that she hadn’t realized she hadn’t received the invite because she was “so busy.” (At some point she said she would have “eventually” realized she hadn’t gotten it.) FF said she wasn’t sure if she could come or not because she may or may not have to be available to show her apartment to her landlord; apparently FF’s roommate wasn’t reliable – to which I responded that this was my wedding, not an everyday occurrence; I needed an answer; and I would hope that my wedding (my first, and hopefully my last) would take precedent over showing her apartment to her landlord. (Why this couldn’t be explained to the roommate and landlord and negotiated was never mentioned.) Eventually FF said yes, sure, she’d come. And since I knew she couldn’t drive, I included a plus-one on her invitation and offered to help her get a ride otherwise.
    Perhaps not so surprisingly, FF never showed to my wedding. After a week – a full week – I posted some pictures on FaceBook, to which FF commented to the effect, hey, they look great, looks like you had a good wedding! No apologies for not showing, nothing, in any form, in any capacity.
    That’s when I e-mailed her directly, telling her why I was hurt, etc., etc. FF replied that “clearly there had been a misunderstanding,” at which point I just told her bluntly what I thought (no, I did NOT curse), laid it all out, told her that among other things I had the impression that she just wasn’t interested in maintaining our friendship (given her almost complete lack of initiative in staying in touch, and unfriended her from all social networks. I got accused of being passive-aggressive, and things went downhill from there. She was genuinely upset at me and didn’t see why I was hurt.
    I think I just outgrew the friendship. Clearly our friendship had lost steam some time previously, and/or my having moved on, moved so far away, and gotten married changed the nature of our friendship. (Having talked to a few others, I am not the only one whose friendships can change or just fall away as a result of marriage.) I still don’t quite know what sort of reaction she would have expected. We had always been honest with each other, and I didn’t feel I could just “ghost” her because it would have eaten away at me. Nearly five years later, this still serves as an reminder to me of how not to have a friendship.

  17. dinoceros says:

    I don’t judge you, LW. I think everyone, even the folks who are appalled, has disliked someone for what might seem to others like invalid reasons. The difference is that they aren’t telling everyone about it. We can all say “you should have done this or that,” but that’s with hindsight. I have accidentally invited people to things all the time. For example, they asked what I did over the weekend, and I tell them, thinking that most people wouldn’t invite themselves, but sure enough, they invited themselves. And it’s really awkward to say, “Oh, sorry, I don’t want you to come.” Anyone who is that quick-thinking to come up with a polite response when someone unexpectedly invites themselves somewhere is really impressive. I think what some people are also forgetting is that this is only happening because the other friend can’t read social cues. Sometimes it’s hard to deal with that because the normal ways of handling situations don’t apply, so you’re left with either being blunt or letting it go.

    So, I wouldn’t feel that bad, even if people are trying to make you feel that way. It’s one of the unpleasant parts of being human, that annoyance really does affect us more than we’d like to and sometimes another person’s lack of social skills means that we have to be the bad guy occasionally.

    1. Thank you very much, it’s exactly what happened: I told her I was excited to go play tennis again, she said she’d love to come and I was caught off guard.

    2. Exactly, this sounds like a person who does not read social cues correctly and behaves awkwardly overall. This may not be her fault (some people just have trouble with social interactions), but it’s also not something you need to accept just because it’s not her fault. It’s OK to not want to be on the receiving end of her annoying behavior.
      It’s difficult to reject people like that because they have usually experienced it many times before and are anxious to be accepted by others, just going about it in the wrong way. So they’re likely to be even more hurt than a person with average social skills.

  18. I’m curious, what did you say when you realized that her husband was racist? How rude is he with racism? I can totally imagine myself getting in this situation (because I’m not proactive with saying NO or saying “I don’t like what you’re doing with your life”). In Canada we don’t have as many openly racist people in the same way I imagine Melissa’s husband is racist. So due to never knowing many of these stereotypical Fox News people, I don’t know what’s the regular thing to do when your friend marries one . Does no one ever say, “did you not notice your boyfriend/fiancé/husband is ignorant/racist?” Wondering if you had been completely honest back then it would have ended naturally (or she would have evolved?)

    1. I’m from Europe, and a lot of people are racist towards Middle Eastern immigrants here. So is her husband, who mocks their culture and religion openly. The first time I heard it, I mentioned it to Melissa, who said she agreed with him. After that we just stopped talking about that subject and further grew apart.
      We have other friends in common, and the few times we all meet up together everyone just responds with awkward silence when he says something racist. We wait a few seconds, look at each other and then change the subject. It’s painful.

      1. findingtheearth says:

        This I can understand. My dad’s family is racist. I told them I know it’s their point of view, but they will not say it around my daughter.
        Now I can fully see why your friends may be uncomfortable around her as well. Can you call her out on it and explain it makes you and your friends uncomfortable?
        Also, I was ghosted by someone who I thought was a good friend once she got engaged. It was really painful, but it made me realize her character was not good. Talk to your friend, at least to tell her you need more alone time because of having a kid.

  19. What a great thread. I’ve been ghosted on by four friends who mattered a lot to me, at different points in time during my 20s.
    On hindsight, I acknowledge that I may have leaned on them too much, made poor choices with my emotional life and perhaps exhausted their good will when it didn’t work out. At the time i might have been mad at them for not being the friends I wanted them to be, but let’s be honest, I wasn’t being a very inspiring friend myself at the time.
    I was obviously a late emotional bloomer and was going all guns blazing from one crush to another. How exhausting I must have been crying about yet another heartbreak – they came so thick and fast that it just became one huge amorphous narrative of whining woe. They did me a favour by teaching me that that behavior pushes people away, so I had to confront and deal with it as well as cutting out the enablers.
    When I finally decided to get professional help and take the CBT very seriously, I made some serious changes by cutting my father out of my life (long story… but he basically left me when I was very young & still had the audacity to role reverse when I allowed him back in my life) and breaking up with another childhood friend who was holding me back by exhausting what little I had to give, because both her and her mother are narcissists. That was 10 years ago and she’s still very bitter that I told her that I didn’t want to be friends with her anymore, but even now when I read back what I wrote, it was fair, as kind as it could have been, and I stand by it.
    I now have another friend that with a heavy heart I know I have to put some serious distance in. For the last few years she has been using me as free counseling (sometimes the IMs were hours and hours long), rehashing the same problems over and over, but not making any meaningful progress on it.
    When challenged about her tendency to take one step forward and two steps back, she becomes very histrionic and threatens to make or actually carries out more bad decisions with her life – such as indulging a host of addictions, not following through with important skills development, engaging in magical thinking when it comes to dealing with problems, and refusing to put in the work to turn her life around.
    She feels sorry for herself that she has a young child to raise, but i was there when she was so desperate to have a child that she coerced the first loser (and everyone told her he was a loser but she won’t listen to anything she doesn’t want to hear) who agreed to doing it into making the baby.
    As I’m at a turning point in my life where I’m looking to develop new essential skills (new language for new country, new skills for new career), i just don’t have time for time sinks that don’t help me grow as a person or inspire me to keep grafting away. I’m also married to a lovely man who doesn’t have time for this kind of negativity & liability. He’s been very polite, but her behavior has been upsetting for him, and he’s upset at how much of my time she has taken advantage of.
    I now basically only update fb on a custom list that she and her other closer fb friends can’t see, so she doesn’t have to feel ignored. To be honest, it’s been a long time since I shared a conversation with her that wasn’t focused solely on her and her problems, so I think if I’m a bit more out of her sight I’d also be more out of her mind. Her problems can’t be my problems for the long foreseeable future because I just have too much work that I should be doing to keep my life moving forward.

  20. Going through this right now. Actually have been going through this because my friend cannot take either a hint or me saying the actual words! I honestly feel like I’m being stalked right now. Some background: grew up with a set of friends over the years, we all kind of came up together but have now scattered, married, children, etc. This particular girl and I were friends as kids, I would not say she was my “best” friend as I had more than one really close friend at that age. Later on in my teens another girl was my best friend and boy did this other chick get jealous! That should have been my first clue to how the future would go ha ha!
    Anyway, we grew up, she had a baby (no husband) and we drifted apart. Later we grew close again but never like “best friends”. She was a friend, period. Once in a very great while I might see her, but honestly she was not someone I would think, “oh I need to call her!” I just, as I got older, became more of a person who has a few close-ish friends and some acquaintences and that was fine for me. I am naturally an introvert and also suffer from anxiety and depression, I don’t MIND being alone and actually like it! So fast forward to when we both got married – I married first, she was asked to be in my wedding party along with some other current and older friends. She then proceded to not show up for ANY of the planning, parties, etc. Very annoying. This would become a pattern with her in the early days of both of our relationships. Her “relationship” with the guy she ended up marrying was very odd, like she was forcing him to be with her and you could tell he really wasn’t entirely interested. I on the other hand, was madly in love with my fiance, and he quickly became and is the “best friend” I needed in my adult life. Once we had our children, then my circle got even tighter – with my immediate family and a couple other close women friends and some extended family. That works for me. I like it. But this girl will not understand or accept that she is NOT my best friend. We are FB friends, I have a lot of people I grew up with and know “mildly” that I consider FB friends. I like chatting with them on FB, but I don’t really have the need to hang out with them in real life. I like being with my family, I have my two close friends and we get together when we can and have so much fun. By contrast if I have to see this other girl, it’s horrible. We have nothing in common at ALL. She is so boring, no hobbies, no interest (aside from me apparently!) Her two children are nearly grown. Her marriage ended (susprise surprise) and now she is with a guy who much like the husband is not really into her but she can’t see it. They live together and this guy actually goes out without her (with other women!) but she still claims he’s the love of her life. Seeing them together it’s obvious that is not true. I personally think she wants what I have – a stable marriage, nice home, children, etc. It’s like she wants to BE me. She constantly sends me messages, texts, fb posts, emails, phone calls…I tried ghosting her once but she did not take the hint. Finally it got so bad that I blocked her from FB and told her to please leave me alone, that she was smothering me. She never apologized, she acted more like “oh that’s your problem!” She kept telling me how hurt she was, how much she cried, etc.. I finally told her we could be FB friends but that was all. She said she accepted that. Oh I should add that when I blocked her on FB she made sure to publicly post on FB to our other mutual friends that I was being mean to her and she didn’t know why. Even after I explained to her how I felt this is still how she would say it was. Like a dummy I let her back in my life, but only on FB. For a few months it was okay. Then it started again. Constant messaging. Can we get together? Can she come over? She wants to see me. Why am I not answering her messages or emails or phone calls? If I post something on FB she immediately responds, usually saying she will come over to my house. Not asking. Saying, telling. I do tell her no, that it’s not a good time. I am sometimes afraid to open my curtains or to go out in my front yard. I’ve put her on a restricted list on FB now because I was afraid to post anything. I also blocked her from sending messages, texts, or phone calls. I honestly expect her to pull up in front of my house constantly. We live in the same town, have several mutual friends. I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to block her, I feel bad about doing that, but honestly if she won’t listen to me when I explain how I feel, then what else can I do??? Anyway, just wanted to share my story. Some people just do not get it and I guess won’t until you get mean about it. 🙁

    1. Having the same issue! My old friend I’ve know since we were four does the same crap (we’re mid 30s now) She has always been passive aggressively rude and even just straight rude to my husband of 6 yrs. I’ve tried hinting, ghosting, and even just straight up telling her we’ve grown apart and I’m not the same girl I was when she knew me and she should find new friends closer to her (we live 3-4 hra apart). but she just WONT listen and won’t stop trying forcing herself in my life. She refuses to grow up and refuses to stop living in the past she constantly wants me to come over ALONE (her words) and pretend we are 14 yrs old again…. constantly stalks my IG and fbook and acts like she knows me anymore, pretends and lies about having the same interests, and constantly texts me about the good ole days as teens and wanting to relive it. She stresses me out. Ppl I’ve talked to (including mutual friends) about it say she seems unhealthily obsessed and have thought so since we were kids cause everything I did, she had to do, every guy I dated she had to date his bestie so we could double date, etc.

      If you ever find a solution please share! I’ve been advised to have one last talk and then block her but that’d just cause so much drama

  21. allathian says:

    One of my friends in college was a poor little rich girl, whose parents showered her with expensive stuff, but never showed her any affection. When we were in college, she was fun to be around, but things started going downhill for her after graduation. Her trust fund meant that she really didn’t have to work to live. She liked the idea of working, even if she’d rage quit when her boss told her to do something she didn’t feel like doing even if it was a part of her job, and then she’d use her parents networks to get another cushy job. I could deal with all that, but when she started calling me in the middle of the night, so drunk that she didn’t remember anything about it the next day, the friendship went sour for me. I put up with it for far longer than I should have, because I was so grateful to her for reconnecting me with a mutual friend I’d lost touch with. The final straw was when I had some problems of my own and wanted to vent to her for a change, and she’d just start talking about herself again. This was in the late 90s, when she was one of the first people I knew who had a cellphone, and I was still dependent on my landline. So to get her to stop calling in the middle of the night, I had to keep my phone off the hook for about a month or so. I did call her one day when she was sober and told her that I’d take the phone off the hook, and that I no longer wanted to talk to her when she was drunk. This pretty much ended our friendship.
    Another friendship ended because my friend was always late when we had agreed to meet. It wasn’t so bad when we were in college, because our time was so strictly scheduled that we usually hung out after one of our shared classes. But when we graduated, she was always late to our meetings. Sure, sometimes there are inevitable emergencies at work, but if this happens every time you’re supposed to see someone, then it’s just bad planning. She had a fairly senior position straight out of college and had a lot of control over how she spent her working hours. Our friendship waned when I got married and had a kid. We only met once after I had my son. I was at home on maternity leave and because I hadn’t seen her for a while, I’d sort of forgotten about her always being late. Ideally, she should’ve arrived when my son was taking a nap so we’d been able to talk for a while until he woke up, but she was late, and arrived just as I was getting him some dinner. My son was 7 months old at the time, and I was busy trying to get him to eat, and later, keeping him out of trouble as he’d just started crawling. By the time she arrived, I was also quite annoyed with her being so late, and I was probably not my usual friendly self. I haven’t heard from her since, and I also haven’t tried to get in touch with her.
    I’m an introvert, and I get most of the social contacts I need from my family. All of us live within a 30-minute drive, and we’re quite close as an extended family. I also have a great group of friends from high school and college, so I’ve known many of them for 30 years or more. We’re close enough that we can go a month or two without seeing each other, or even texting, and then catching up as if no time had passed. Before the pandemic, we used to meet about once a month or so, and I’m looking forward to getting back to that eventually.
    Obviously the pandemic’s changed things up a bit, but I don’t need a huge number of acquaintances. I’ve pretty much lost touch with an entire group of friends through a mutual lack of interest in keeping in touch. We were very close in middle school and high school, but since then we’ve scattered around the country, and even internationally. I still have their contact info, so if I’m ever in their area I might contact them to ask if they want to meet up for a coffee, but that’s it.
    I’m also not on any social media (except Whatsapp), and this makes keeping in touch with casual acquaintances a much more deliberate thing. I’ve decided that I don’t want to be the one who’s always making the effort to stay in touch.

  22. Anonymous says:

    Ugh, what is up with these clingy women who obsess over high school even though it’s been decades since?! I ghosted a woman who is convinced we’re still friends. I never wanted to become *that* kind of person but she really left me no choice.
    In high school we were casual acquaintances. I had been to her house maybe three times during the entire friendship, and never alone. I never had her at my house, which is noteworthy because if you were a good friend I’d have you over fairly often. That’s just it though, I saw her at school and mostly that was it.
    As a youth my best friend and I had made the mistake of referring to this girl as a mama hen, because she was always keeping us in line. I guess this nickname was interpreted as a term of endearment and she would continually bring it up over the years as a means to solidify our bond, like I’m chained to her or something.
    After graduation she never called or anything. She made zero effort to hang out so I figured the relationship, what little had existed, was over. Gradually she would write me once in a blue moon (like every five years), lamenting over her relationship with her husband and how much she missed “the good old days”. I saw her once years ago when I gifted some things for her kids and it was the most awkward, empty conversation I’ve ever had. It became clear nothing really bonded us when we were teens and there certainly wasn’t anything in common between us as adults.
    I feel bad for her, she clearly has emotional problems and is living in the past. But I wanted no part of it, so now when the emails roll in I delete them. The difficulty is that she knows one of my siblings, and that a whole group of these “friends” (not actual friends, but kids who just happened to hang out around me in high school – including one who backstabbed me and tried to break up my friendship with my bestie) had contacted my brother complaining about how much they missed me. Like wth? I hardly even knew these people when I was a teenager, I certainly don’t know them twenty odd years after the fact! Creepy.
    Props to anyone who has the guts to tell these people no to their faces. I took the shady way out because with people this emotionally challenged I can only imagine the hell that would break loose if I said what I really think and feel.

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