Reply To: Ignoring and insults

What about the suicide in the area makes you worried? That you will do something or he will? I don’t know why you’re still desperately reaching out to someone who is cruel to you, my guess is that your parents never showed you real love so you think abuse is love? I don’t know. Why is he what you think you want, when he is really horrible to you? This is why you need help from a professional. You are the issue here, you want a horrible person, but also you can be the solution and save yourself from him. You have a logical mind that can be reasoned with. Avoid the jerk. Take your meds. Eat. Sleep. Go for a walk. Focus on friends and not this jerk. Call a helpline or see a counselor or therapist.