I agree. I definitely need help, and I am seeing a counselor but maybe I need to see someone else. I can’t say I feel like I’ve improved much. Honestly, I don’t even know why I moved. My soon-to-be ex wanted us to move together because he lived about 30 minutes away so we had to drive constantly to see each other. We almost broke up in July of last year and we ended up moving in August. Even that almost didn’t happen. We had just started dating in February 2021 so we decided to give it a shot when we had the situation in June 2021. We met in September 2020… I should’ve just broken things off a long time ago.