Reply To: What do I suffer from?

You need to discuss this with a therapist. We can’t tell you why you’d rather save your money than pay your bills to the point your electricity is shut off? Seriously, this is alarming. Call your doctor, call your therapist and address these issues with the professionals you are PAYING to help you.

You are behaving a little like a child/dependent woman who needs to be told what to do, when to do it and who to be. This is serious, not like, let’s play on the internet and see what I come up with- this needs more than tips, life hacks or casual advice from strangers who have nothing invested in giving you useful advice at all. Treat this as the emergency it is. If you don’t pay your bills, you could wind up in a lot of trouble, this is not like, casual, huh, wonder why I do this?

I don’t know why. But it seems like a lot serious symptom of your depression and you need to treat it that way instead of chatting with us about your inability to take control of your depression. We are not professionals.