No, it’s not easy but it’s also not as difficult to make change as you are making it seem.
I didn’t know you were in Switzerland.
You see your therapist every two weeks, but you’ve been on these forums for months with the same issues. If you see your therapist, bring up these issues- the schizophrenic weeks as you describe them (you should use a different term, as that one is problematic) the inability to pay your bills or basic things to take care of yourself and your mental health needs.
Instead of your social issues…
I caution you against Internet forums because some people are even less kind than me and less helpful or even destructive.