Reply To: My friends told me that I kissed a guy, but I don’t remember anything.

It is interesting to me that even two years later you are this anxious about this event that happened a long time ago. You made out with a stranger at a party. Your friends were there, and told you this. I don’t see anywhere where you were alone, or unseen by your friends.
Why would all of those people lie to you?

Your story is also confusing. You say your phone was broken, but the stranger texted you the next morning and told you it was just a kiss. Is he a stranger? How did he know your number? Your memory is fallible and I think your imagination is running away with you.

I agree that you should seek therapy, drink less at parties and work on your limits and boundaries. Focus on the present, and the future not some drunken night you can’t remember.