Reply To: My friends told me that I kissed a guy, but I don’t remember anything.

You wrote that you are no longer friends with these people, though. Which is good if they enjoy passing judgment on their friends’ drunk and (all things considered) relatively harmless mistakes. And if you still hang out with them, it sounds like you never regained your trust in them and should branch out.

I agree that you should speak to a therapist if you still feel very anxious, guilty, or like you cannot trust yourself after an incident from two years ago.