Oml…ok, wow. The realisation is starting to hit and it feels like a damn hangover. If he is even half as bad as u guys think, im absolutely repulsed.
I would hate, hate, HATE being a dirty to secret to anyone and whats worse is that, for a second, i genuinely thought he had changed for the better which just goes to show how clouded my mind was. @Copa, tysm for recommending Aubrey Gordon, i will read her works as often as i can. The reason i decided to bury the hatchett w this dude is because most of the school is his fanbase and i just wanted to be on good terms with everyon this year w/out much drama. but like @bloodymediocrity said, i dont owe him anything outside that. @LisforLeslie, tbh, it should be the other way around w him being grateful for my friendship.
All in all, i couldnt be more thankful to y’all for helping me see through this fog. i wish guys like this didnt exist