You did not have a life and did not build anything together. He’s married. You had an affair and now he’s cheating on two women with a third woman! He already told you that he’s in love with someone else. He does not love you he loves himself and made his feelings clear. Let me repeat that. He does NOT love you. He told you that face to face. You can NOT make this work because it never worked to begin with. This relationship is a dead end that will only cause you more pain.
A healthy loving relationship builds you up. It’s based on trust, honesty, respect and an unwillingness to cause the other person pain, fear, or sadness. It’s about two people working for a shared goal and future, sharing the same values……..your relationship is about one person, lying, cheating, and pursuing only what they want at the expense of others.
Don’t you deserve better?