*Your tone is one of mild annoyance and of someone used to being used by men for a lifetime.
What kind of advice were you expecting to get here?
Like scripts to tell Gary to stop grabbing your ass? Discreet ways of dissuading him from sexually harassing you when you’ve seemingly put up with it for years from years?
I am seriously worried about you. It’s really concerning behavior. Most people don’t go right back to their previous abuser. Especially someone seeing a really great therapist. Why would you lie to your counselor, EASY because people are terrified of facing the truth of themselves, usually. People lie all the time.