Reply To: Is this psychotic? I can’t leave this relationship

I know, but it’s good that you’re making these efforts to get help, by calling the hotline or trying to see a doctor. It’s not good at all that you can’t get help.

What have you done during your life when you need to see a doctor? How does your family get treatment? Is there a medical doctor you can make an appointment with? It sounds like you need more than just talk therapy, that you may benefit from meds, like anti-anxiety, anti-depressants, sleep meds. That’s the kind of thing that in the US (I know you’re not in this country), you could see your family doctor or general practitioner about, and they could refer you to a psychiatrist.