Reply To: Therapy agreement. Is this logical?

This is you, right? https://dearwendy.com/topic/is-this-psychotic-i-cant-leave-this-relationship/

In that post, you said you couldn’t afford therapy. Now it sounds as though you’ve been seeing both a therapist and a psychiatrist, and you make it sound like you’ve been going for awhile. It’s good that you took that step, but as many people have said in this post and the last one, your problems are serious and go well beyond the kind of thing an advice forum can help you with. It’s hard to imagine any half-decent psychiatrist not getting you into inpatient treatment if they know you’re taking too many pills and jumping in front of cars. Please tell the professionals you are working with what is going on. Tell them you need in-patient help. Reach out to a trusted family member or friend and tell them that you are suicidal. You need to get help and nobody here is going to be able to help you in a meaningful way.