He left me, I overdosed, the last moment the pills were liquid in my stomach, he messaged me so I went to the ER. While hospitalized, he left me again and I fainted immediately. I attacked the nurse that tried to help me and told the doctors to leave. They gave me something intravenously and I fell asleep. When I woke up, I couldn’t stop crying. I drank the liquid soap and cut my arms. He came back again so I was relieved again. Now I’m out the hospital and he’s leaving again.
The psychiatrist appointments are all taken till October. I feel horrible.
I’m so sorry you are feeling his way. You need inpatient help, I think. I’m sorry you are in so much pain, but you need to get the help you need right now. There are no psychiatric facilities with open beds near you? Do you have family who can help you find help? I hope you can get the help you need.
Whoa. I’m late to this, but LW, please reach out to someone now. I’m sorry you’re hurting this much. I don’t think you should wait for a psychiatrist to have an open hour to spend with you. I agree you need to look into immediate assistance at an inpatient mental health facility. Hope you are okay.