You need to get him out of your head, like yesterday. Nothing can happen. Nothing will happen. You need to get him out of your fantasies. Since you say he’s still in your head, that tells me you’re not trying hard enough to get him out of there. Focus on school, focus on a new hobby, whatever it takes. There’s no way you will be with him, so don’t waste your time.

I know you’re trying, but you really just have to stay busy. Any time you catch yourself thinking about him, read a book or go study or work out or something. Flirt with guys your own age (I’m assuming you’re younger?), go on dates, kiss a lot of guys. You HAVE to treat this like he is unobtainable…because he is. The fact that you say “you know no one knows what could happen in the future” tells me that you still think there might be a slim chance. In order to quash that feeling completely, go on lots of dates, stay busy, everything I mentioned above.

I can see how what I said above might have come off that way but I’m seriously not trying to be mean here. He’s unobtainable and that’s all you really need to know. Like I said, go on dates with other guys to get your mind off of him if you need to. Flirt like crazy. Start a new project or whatever. As long as that thought of “well, sometimes people leave others to be with someone unexpected”, is on your mind, you won’t be able to move on from this.

I do want advice && I am taking both of yours advice. I’m definitely not gonna try anything. But I can still look.

I know.