Hi 2 years ago I had my tubes tied after my 3rd baby. Although I didn’t want anymore babies, I though it was the right decision back then. The last few months it has just hit me that I can’t (not really saying I want too) but it’s SO final, I have mood swing, panic attacks and just feel so low. Some days I feel I could just give up.
Has anyone felt any of the three feelings?
I know exactly how you are feeling. I just had my tubes tied in November after having my daughter. I also have a 13 year old son. I struggle with my decision every day. I regret it but I know it was the right decisions. I had an extremely hard time carrying a pregnancy. I had 8 miscarriages and a stillbirth before my daughter. For my health I knew it was the right thing. My daughter is my miracle baby. I will always wish I had more children.
Please know it’s OK to feel what you are feeling. It is a loss in a sense and please know you are not alone. It may help finding a therapist or trusted friend to talk to. I know some days it’s really hard. For me it’s just knowing that I can’t. I almost felt like less of a woman. Just know you have 3 wonderful babies who love their mom. Stay strong.