I went psycho during a breakup
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After you berate somone over something she repeatedly says was petty, you often have a partner, child, etc who is just so tired of the emotional abuse that they have nothing left to say. (No fucks left to give.)
She kicked him out, remember Diana?
*raises hand* I, too, once had a meltdown, after my first serious boyfriend broke up with me on Facebook chat after years of dating. After some drinking, I blew up his phone, *left voicemails* (omg), sent him an embarrassing email, etc. It’s been many years, but I cringe at this still. In hindsight, I can see how terrible our relationship had become and how awful we were for and to each other in the last months of our relationship. It needed to end. I learned a lot from that break-up and haven’t behaved that way since.
Your relationship? It needs to end. It doesn’t sound loving or fun or fulfilling or any of the things a relationship worth having should be. It also sounds like you have work to do on yourself. You say you pick fights for petty reasons “often” — you need to figure out how to stop doing this. You won’t find many people who want to have a relationship with you (platonic or romantic) if this is how you react. And when someone says he doesn’t want to talk to you, you have to accept and respect that. Just because you aren’t acting with malicious intent or feel unhinged because your heart is broken, doesn’t mean you’re not in the wrong or get a free pass. I think a lot of people can agree that they’ve had break-ups that made them come a little unglued, but that’s where self-control comes in. FWIW, I don’t think he’s handling things that well, either, but you can only control your own actions and reactions.
Anyway, now is a good time to be single, get comfortable with yourself, and seek professional help to learn to control your own emotions.
I too have had a psycho moment. Although to be fair it was me finding out he cheated on me and she was pregnant (yep happened to me too). I basically kind of stalked him to catch him. To not make myself look too bad stalking just included going to his house one time when he didn’t expect, way too lazy for stalking beyond that. She then harassed me via social media accusing me of being the other chick and i Had to inform her we had been together for a decade and she was in fact the other chick but could now have him. I of course went off on him. I feel a bit embarrassed when I think back about it but he was the lying cheat so I figure I shouldn’t feel bad for being a bitch about it.
“I too have had a psycho moment. Although to be fair it was me finding out he cheated on me and she was pregnant (yep happened to me too). ”
He probably just had sex with her right before you met and it was just very bad luck for him that his totally innocent actions caused another woman to be pregnant with his kid.
I had a couple psycho moments after my last breakup and also one drama moment (like crying and fighting in a public place) the day we broke up. Mostly dur to anxiety during post breakup times when we got back together briefly, like very anxious, blowing up his phone with texts and calls, going to his house (never made it though, always turned around before). After we ended things for good, I never had anxiety or depressive thoughts again, never again thought about killing myself or dissapearing from the face of the earth like I used to. He brought up the worst on me. I behaved the worst, like a crazy person when I was with him. It’s sad to end things, and you feel guilty. I feel guilty because he has an image of me I’ll never get over, he thinks I’m crazy and couldn’t handle breaking up well. I have no defense, I was the worst, mostly because he shunned me, never responded my texts or calls, never wanted to discuss any issue, he basically ignored me during conflict. It had to end. It’s hard, tough, weird, whatever you name it but it’s over, this is not a healthy relationship.
I don’t know if I went psycho, but I do remember when there was nothing left and the only emotion we could get out of one another was anger and sadness. Making the other person cry became our routine because that demonstrated that the other person still cared. It was awful. But I’m sure some of my behavior could be classified as psycho.
How can he have sex with her just before we met when she was pregnant 10 years after we began dating?
@JD I have a couple cheater exes. When I went to therapy after the second one, my therapist told me that just about everyone she’s counseled in the aftermath of cheating has said the same thing: The situation made them feel insane. (Certainly rings true in my experience.)
@LisforLeslie I think that’s actually one of the saddest stories I’ve read on DW. 🙁Anyway, I think the take-away from all of this for LW is that she’s not unique in how she feels, or even in exhibiting regrettable behavior. But you have to take responsibility for your behavior, even when the other person is also acting poorly, and try to do and be better the next time.
