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Here’s the thing, and I’m sure you’ll disagree with me JimmyJamm because that’s the online relationship we’ve established so far – but shouldn’t the BEST advice be to just be yourself?
Meltdowns happen. Life happens. SHIT HAPPENS. And if you’re constantly worrying about not showing your ass before that magical 6 month mark, are you really being yourself? (Spoken as the person who has had meltdowns partially because I’m dealing with a mom with dementia who is verbally abusive to me and dammit, sometimes my eyes just start leaking when life is overwhelming and whoever is in the way gets to deal with it!)
I think ktfran is doing okay. Things seem to be working out and life is happening. I’m not sure what my point is other than I think you’re doing just fine kt, and sometimes shit happens and you have to have a meltdown. Now, all the time would be a bit different…
We all agree ktfran is fine. Jj did too. The (valid) point is that if stuff *your boyfriend does* upsets you (not work stress or you lost a softball game), and you find that you react by lashing out and breaking down, and this starts happening multiple times, you have a problem on your hands. Again, it’s been said repeatedly here that she’s not at that point yet. But it’s always best to just calmly say how you feel rather than reacting emotionally if, say, you feel uncomfortable about something your newish boyfriend is doing. Again, she’s FINE.
I know I’m fine. I actually wish I hadn’t said anything here. I think I was being dramatic when I used the word meltdown. Because it really wasn’t. I forget people are literal and I’m not. I acted a little distant for a day. We talked about it. I briefly cried. Not even loud cried. Tears on his shoulders for a few minutes. We talked some more. We’re doing great. I had a moment of weakness, which happens occasionally. I can’t be super happy and fun at all times. It’s not sustainable for me. I’m human.
Anyway, moving on. Any new dates?
January 19, 2016 at 9:56 am #435491I actually agree with both JimmyJam and Veritek here. Definitely, it’s important to be yourself, even — especially — in the first six months. But I think if being yourself at this time means having regular meltdowns (and that’s not what ktfran is doing, but Veritek, it sounds like maybe that’s how you were behaving with what’s his face? Tinder Teacher?), then it’s reasonable that someone who is just getting to know you and figuring out if you are relationship material might think that you’ve either got too much drama going on right now to be truly be open to pursuing a relationship or YOU are just too much drama for him. That’s fair. If I’d been on a handful of dates with someone and he was melting down about various things, I’d be inclined to step back and really consider whether this was a good time to pursue this person. I might think he was overall a good match but this was bad timing, or I might just be turned off by the hysterics. When someone has only a small window into who you are simply because there hasn’t been enough time and history to see a bigger picture, and what he’s seeing so far is a lot of crying, then it’s reasonable that he might assume that a bigger picture includes more crying.
It’s hard, when life affects who we are and how we behave at any given period of time to give a full, honest impression of our entire selves. But that’s what dating is — trying to give a full, honest view of yourself… trying to make the small picture reflect the bigger picture (or at least be enticing enough so pursuer continues opening the window a little wider to get a bigger view). This is why, when people are going through challenging or traumatic periods, it might be a good idea to put the pursuit of a relationship on hold, until you’re better able to give an accurate picture of yourself in small bursts of time.
January 19, 2016 at 10:32 am #435501I’d run from a relationship where someone was melting down over something less than a major occurrence like the death of a family member, cancer diagnosis, etc. Life has enough major stresses that I would bolt from someone who can’t handle even minor stresses. Other people might see it differently. If someone needs to be coddled through the minor things in life I just am not up to it. Someone else might be and that’s fine. That’s part of dating, figuring out what you can and can’t handle.
Yeah I would have to agree with Wendy and Skyblossom. There’s a difference between normal, early relationship issues (like what ktfran described) and full on meltdowns very early in dating. I definitely think Wendy’s advice about perhaps putting dating or potential new relationships on hold until periods of stress are over is sound. I will admit there were times in my dating life that I could have benefited from it. I think at times like those, we might be looking for someone to fix us or hold us up…that’s what family and good friends are for…not a new guy.
@wendy agree, I had two “meltdowns/emotional moments” with TT and part of that was because it was a really challenging period with my mom/buying and selling a house/ etc. Completely agree that might have been what turned him off/sent him running the other direction. I wasn’t asking to be coddled or anything, it was probably just a bad time for me to be dating honestly, in retrospect. Lesson learned.
As for dates, talked with GI Ginger on Friday but haven’t heard anything since so he must have been looking for a one night thing. Whatev. Army guy still texts every other day or so and we talk about lighthearted stuff, still plan on getting together in February to hang out/have dinner. Whatever happens, I enjoy having him as a friend, so not a total wash there.
I have a coffee date tonight with a grad student who seems pretty cool, so we’ll see what happens. I had crossfit, cleaned my house, had lunch with my parents and had a deep tissue massage and some ice cream last night so all is right with my world right now 🙂
I was being general, but it’s something you should definitely explore when you’re looking inward. Like you said, you’re dealing with “a mom with dementia who is verbally abusive to me and dammit, sometimes my eyes just start leaking when life is overwhelming and whoever is in the way gets to deal with it!” Perhaps the idea of having someone there to help you deal with it emotionally is appealing? I am not saying that’s the case, I am not you and only know what you share via the internet. But I think it’s worth exploring yourself…
kareJanuary 19, 2016 at 10:59 am #435509I took my FWB to sushi last night. I’ve kind of been a bitch to him recently, so I wanted to go to a nice dinner. Plus he pays for 90% of the stuff we do, so I wanted to treat him for once. Then we went to a bookstore then his place and had good sex. My friends want me to stop dating around and just stick with him, but I think that’s horrible advice. I told them he doesn’t want marriage or kids so we won’t ever go further than this stage, and their response was “maybe he’ll change his mind”. Uh no. He’s 40. He has never lived with a significant other, been engaged, or anything like that. So I’m going to keep my eyes out for other options while still having sex on a regular basis. Best of both worlds.
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