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Yeah, I don’t want to be the “crazy exgirlfriend” who donated his shit to charity. I would love to, though, but I just want to take the high road and be out of this as soon as possible. And to give him his stuff I don’t really have to contact him, I just have to leave it on his desk or send it with someone else.
And well, @Kate was right, he is still messing with me. He managed to contact me to ask me his email password cause he “didn’t remember it”, after I straight up ignored him at work. That was a long conversation over the phone with me asking him for space because he is all over me.
Guess who showed up to the gym one hour after I asked for space… That’s when I really lost my shit. I told him that I had asked him to switch gyms and he said he had already paid this month. “I didn’t know it bothered you so much to see me” was his answer.
He honestly has no clue that when you break up with someone, you just let them be. He doesn’t think that he did anything to hurt me this past week. He din’t know he had to stop talking to me and stop asking me for things.
I very calmly and politely told him to stop trying to contact me through any media. And he promised to do that because I need peace of mind. And now, I already paid for this months at the gym and I will have to lose my money or try to ask for it back and find a new place to train. I really don’t want to see him.He can obviously figure it out but he didn’t want to do anything on his own, he wanted me to do it. He can do everything, he is a very smart person, but a very lazy one. He needed to keep me close, so he can feel better about what an asshole he is. @Copa, yes he will owe me money, however I don’t want to talk to him about anything. I don’t want any type of contact. I don’t want to ask him for money or anything else.
I had blocked him already last week. I only had him on Instagram. And we shared Amazon and Netflix accounts, so changed those two passwords.
I explained to him that unless he saw a future with me, he couldn’t talk to me like everything was fine. That I would dissappear from his life. If he wanted to break up, he needed to leave me alone and stop expecting me to do everything for him for me to move on.
I also told him that I wanted him to find another gym. And blocked his number and email. He now has no way of contacting me, however since we work together he can always talk to me here because he knows I won’t make a scene. I told him to stop having lunch at the same time as me, to stop caring about me, or my car or my family or my cats. I told him to fucking own his decision.I actually just ran into him in the hallway… He said “Hello” and was going to greet me with a kiss but I ignored him and left him there hanging. I think that makes it pretty clear for him now.
Yes, the amazon thing is a joke. He can’t shop online because he “doesn’t know how” so he uses my account that I have set up to make it easier for him. However, since we don’t live in the US, things are different and everything arrives under my name but I have to go pick the packages up to the post office and also pay for them. I gladly did that when we were together, and now he wants me to keep doing it. Last week I even created an account for him, even after we broke up, explained how it works for him so that I didn’t have to do it, but he said that he wanted me to do it. Why the fuck do you tell that to someone you just broke up with? It gave me hope. So, he still wants the life I gave him, where I did everything for him, I solved his life and all I wanted back was loyalty, respect and to be in his priorities. He hasn’t faced the consequences of his decision.
Now that he has changed jobs and finally works in his field and makes much more money is when he decides to dump me. All this years of me helping him out when he had no money, letting him borrow my car, paying for him, waiting for him to make more money (because he promised we would talk about our future when he did, I didn’t care about the money) were like a scam. He dumped me the minute he was able to.
So, this week I have to go pick some stuff up at the post office (if I don’t they’ll charge me more money) and I’ll throw everything in his desk and that’s it. I had to change the password so he can’t order anything else that I would have to pick up. He’ll realize it soon. I blocked his number everywhere (a move I didn’t want to make, but had to) and I’m ready to move on.Yeah, I am MAD. He gave me hope again only to take it away. Everybody told me not to go today, to start my life without him already, and even my gut was telling me not to go because it was all going to be the same talk, the same shit abput how wrong I did and how he wants to be alone all over again, like he did when he broke up with me and then again on Wednesday and then again on Saturday. I should have listened to my gut. But I will listen now. This is all too hurtful but I know I will survive.
Copa, I’m sorry this happened, because I think you’re awesome and guys who ghost are such dicks. You deserve so so much better. I know it’s cliché but something better will come along.
Crooked teeth plus bad hygiene: gross.I am oficially an idiot and I deserve all the scolding I can get. My now ex talked to me the whole week and one day he started talking about our relationship and I told him that I didn’t want that conversation to be over texts, so we met on Wednesday and talked for a bit, then he told me that he wanted to talk on Saturday and we went to lunch, then coffee, and when we finally got to talk he had to leave. He then told me to get lunch on sunday so that we could finally talk without him having to leave but he cancelled in the morning and told me to have breakfast today instead.
I met him today for breakfast and we talked a lot, but it ended up in me asking him to give me a chance, almost begging again, crying, and him telling me eveything I did wrong, and that he didn’t want to get back together. If he doesn’t want to get back together then why the fuck does he keep telling me that he wants to have lunch/breakfast with me and talk and do stuff together? He keeps hugging me, telling me that he will do stuff for me like taking care of my car, doing stuff for my family, etc etc. I told him today you either want to be with me or you don’t. He says he need time to think, that he loves me but feels too hurt by my actions. Fuck that. I gave everything for that man. I gave him everything, and he just says that he “needs time”. I grabbed my stuff and started walking and he begged me to take me home. I let him take me home but he kept saying that he wanted to be alone. But this whole past week he didn’t show that he wanted to be alone, he kept asking me for favors, telling me how beautiful I looked, asking me to help him, asking me to have lunch with him, offering me food. And today he says that I did everything for him so he will miss me. But he wants to be alone, so he will be alone from today on. I just deleted every member of his family from my facebook, I changed my Amazon password and told him to fucking switch gyms. He wants to be alone, he will be. But I am an idiot for letting him trick me this whole past week, letting him make me believe that he wanted to be back with me and that he loved me. I could have used this week to heal. I am such an idiot.I love this community, I can’t believe all of the support I receive here, I know everybody told me to stop talking to him and stop letting him contact me, and now I will actually listen to all of the advice that I had early on, he was manipulating me. I hate everything right now.
Now that he is another department, he has a different schedule. Before, we had the same hours. Now, he works later. I leave work an hour and a half earlier, so I have that window to train before he arrives. When he contacts me, I will tell him that he should change gyms.
My new and awesome therapist (I loved him) told me to avoid him as much as I can. But not to tell him to stop texting me. Like, to let him figure it out that I’m avoiding him. So, I’ll start doing that and if he doesn’t change gyms I will sadly have to.I can change my gym, but I really don’t want to. I’ve been going there for four years and I love it. I know a lot of people there. He joined like two years ago, after insisting that he wanted to go with me to the gym. I didn’t want him to join because I wanted it for myself. And he insisted. So he broke up with me and if anybody should be changing gyms it should be him.
I will print this and keep it close.
@veritek33 thank you. Knowing that just made me smile in a day that has been shitty since the start, and that is a good idea. I was actually thinking of taking classes to become a personal trainer. I also want to learn how to do nails and in my country there’s a career that lasts a year and it’s just about nails. That has always been a dream of mine.
Also, question. How friendly are you with your exes? Since my ex and I decided to be civil because we work in the same building, but not friends. But yesterday I was having lunch and he saw me and came to have lunch with me. Sat with me, gave a kiss, offered me his food and everything. I was like WTF. Then, I was at the gym and he showed up. I was almost certain that he would change gyms. Then today he texted me to see if he could still use my Amazon account. I explained to him that he should create one himself and he told me that he was too dumb and didn’t know how it works and whatever. I told him that one thing is to be civil and another to act like nothing happened. That he hurt me and I can’t act like friends the next day. He said sorry and that he wouldn’t do that anymore. But then I saw him at work and he came to say hi and said that he still wanted me to come to his graduation. I declined.
I don’t know how “friendly” should I let him be. I’ve seen couples that break up and then become best friends. I know it’s possible but I don’t know if it’s possible in this scenario. Obviously time will tell. But I don’t know. I’m not friends with exes, only one of my exes is my friend but that happened like 12 years ago.That was awesome @kmenthat.
With the first boyfriend, I actually had a revenge moment with my now exbf. When he saw my new, ultra tall and fit boyfriend he didn’t even greet me. And he greeted me every time he saw me with a big hug and a “How are you doing?” but in a very condescending tone.@kmentthat I think I remember about it because you posted about the cheating here and about the vacation paid and I totally related to that. But I never thought it would happen again.
I’m feeling better now because I have realized that it was the best choice. I am taking care of myself by deleting his number and unfollowing him on social media. I am blocking his instagram but not his number. The no contact rule will be hard but not impossible since we work in the same building and we are still dealing with some unresolved issues. And he keeps contacting me even if I don’t answer to see how I’m doing and to offer me help with stuff he knew I needed before.
I also made an appointment with a new therapist that specializes in breakups. He will see me tomorrow, he is kind of famous and usually very busy, his waitlist is like 3 months, so I am kind of surprised on how he was available to see me tomorrow.
Thanks everyone.
