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Hey guys! So, my boyfriend visited my city over Christmas and he met my mom and my friends. They all really like him and he told me he was really happy he met them! Most importantly, he met my cats and I think they have decided to adopt him. Before he left to go back home, he went around the house to kiss each of the kitties and say goodbye… I think I nearly teared up lol.
We looked at apartments online together, at his suggestion. He took me shopping and bought me a beautiful pair of freshwater pearl studs as my Christmas present. We went window shopping for furniture. The visit was short but it was really really nice.
We did not talk about officially getting engaged, but there’s still lots of time. Still 8 more months before my planned moving date. He’s planning to come back here in the summer and I will meet his family at that time.
It’s crazy about how many awful feelings bubbled up inside me when I saw him. Anxiety, anger, embarrassment… It’s one of those situations where all I can remember are the negative things. I can’t figure out why I stayed with him for over 4 years…. what were the positives??
Also, it’s nuts when I compare him to my current partner. They are polar opposites… a difference of night and day.
I remember wanting to get away for the weekend, do something different than sit around on the couch. So I said Hey! Let’s go to Montreal! I used my AirMiles to get us a really nice hotel suite. And… he didn’t leave the lounge of the hotel for the entire weekend. He just sat on the couch and watched tennis the whole time and ignored me.
So I ended up spending my weekend emailing back and forth with FireStar. She kept me company and kept me calm through a personal crisis (thanks FireStar). That was definitely the beginning of the end… but for some reason I stayed for 2 more years.
Ugh. I guess I’m still angry at him.
OMG I just ran into my ex – first time seeing each other since we broke up over 3 years ago. I felt SO AWKWARD. We said an awkward hello and then he took off like a bat out of hell, did not stay around to chat (not that I wanted him to) and not even a polite “see ya around” or “nice seeing you” … Ugh. Seeing him made me feel gross.
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